I am lucky because I have a wonderful father. I would never ask for another. And everything is wonderful. But sometimes I cannot help feeling such an unfair sadness. And sometimes I go through these phases where I catch myself daydreaming that he would walk through the door of wherever I am and surprise me. And I would run to him and everyone would watch and then they would all know that that’s my dad. And it is so happy and I am waiting but he never shows up. And it is fine because I am used to it and that’s how I’ve grown up. But sometimes it makes me really sad because all of the things he has missed out on and how he hasn’t been able to see me grow up the way my step-dad has. I really miss my dad.

(Source: date16th)